2010...

As I take the leap into 2010, I am not going to make a list of things that I want to change about myself, or things I want to get finished or anything like that.... I have tried all of this before, just like many others like me. Instead I am going to try to let everything else that happened in 2009, 2008.. ect.. go!. I have an amazing family, who always stands behind me. I am finally getting my school on track where it needs to be. I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves and supports me and he has saved me from the path of destruction I was going down and continues to save me everyday! I am so blessed in so many ways!, but I hold in so many negative things that I should have let go a long time ago, and because I am holding onto all of these negative things, it is holding me back on the all the postive things that keep comming my way... So this year I am going to let go all the hurt, anger, frustration, and stress! All of the short commings I have had over the years and all of the broken roads I have been down. Despite all those things I have held on to.. God has blessed me over and over again. So I can only imagine what can come my way when I let go of all that horrile stuff.

So in 2010 you can say GOODBYE to Miss Negative and HELLO to Miss Positive!

[This song is by Tim McGraw and it is saying the exact thing that I need and want to do!]

(Let it go..)

I’ve been caught sideways out here on the crossroads

Trying to buy back the pieces I lost of my soul
It’s hard when the devil won’t get off your back
It’s like carrying around the past in a hundred pound sack

Today I’m gonna keep on walking
I’m gonna hold my head up high
I’m gonna leave it all behind
Today I’m gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away Yeah wash it all away
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah

Skeletons and Ghosts are hiding in the shadows
Threatening me with all the things that they know
Choices and mistakes, they all know my name
But I’m through holding in and holding onto all that pain
Today I’m gonna keep on walking
I’m gonna hold my head up high
Got No more tears to cry
Today I’m gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away Yeah wash it all away
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah

And I know I know I know I know I’ve been forgiven
I know I know I know I’m gonna start living
Today I’m gonna keep on walking
I’m gonna hold my head up high
I’m gonna leave it all behind
Today I’m gonna stand out in the rain
Let it wash it all away Yeah wash it all away
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah
I’m gonna let it go Oh yeah
Oh yeah

Advice from Audrey..

"Pick the day. Enjoy it -to the hilt. The day as it comes. People as they come... The past, I think, has helped me appreciate the present - and I don't want to spoil any of it, by fretting about the future." - Audrey Hepburn

This suits ME today, perfectly!

Happy Hump Day!

Christmas & Birthday

We had a wonderful christmas this year. We spent it with my family and both of my grandma's.. We woke up and opened presents and later on in the day we did my birthday part of the day and Ashley came over to help celebrate. Molly got a new rope.

He loves Chevy and Camo, so this was perfect.

We got these for my dad..

Right after I woke up.. (I am not a morning person)

Thank you for wiping cake all over my face babe..

We finished the night off with playing beer pong, and yes that is my Oma and my dad on a team. ha...

(Sorry picture overload)