Conversation For Today

I was starving after going to physical therapy so I came home and made myself a tuna sandwhich, As I went to take the second bite of it, I got the sudden urge to throw up and this is the conversation the came about

 two minutes after word..

Aj: Babe! (he is calling from the upstairs..)
Britt: What do you need?
Aj:Whatcha Doin?
Britt: (After comming up the stairs, leans in and gives him a kiss)
Aj: Did you just eat tuna?
Britt: Uh, Yes?!
Aj: And you didn't even offer me any, I see how it is..
Britt: Well, I made it and took one bite and than wanted to throw up on the sandwhich, so I threw it away
Aj: You are such a wasteful person, I would have eaten the sandwhich..
Britt: Well I am sorry that I don't want to feed you something that I wanted to vomit on..
Aj: You have problems..
Britt: And today I Guess they are with the Tuna..
Aj: (Looks at me like I need to be in a white padded room)
Britt: Well bye babe
Aj: Bye babe..

Decided..

I have decided I am MORE than ready to have this weekend over with! The past 24 hours has been a little rough. actually more than a little bit rough!. It has been emotionaly draining.. But as I get ready for my up coming week and get ready to say goodbye to today, I realize I love Aj and that is all the matters.. I realize the past is the past and you cannot change it, but you can choose to move forward and never repeat somthing you regret. That the past will stay the past as long as you decide to keep it that way..  I have learned that all threw my life I have judged, looked down, gotten mad, ect... on people because of thier past. I have come to the conclusion that this is not fair, I would not and do not like when people do this to me, I will not do this to anyone anymore..

The Snow

We have had a very interesting week, It has snowed a LOT!.. It has also rained between our snow storms. So we are waiting for the sun to come out and dry us up a bit.. :) We got more than 3 feet..

The Cove..

Aj and I watched this movie the other night, I suggest you go and rent it.. It is pretty darn good!

Conversations..

So Aj and I have had some intresting convo's this past week..  Convo Number One: We were at work painting this bedroom and we were listening to country music on the radio.. I cannot remember what song was on, but it was a guy singing and he was singing about how he did not have anything.. Sooo.. Aj says- "I hate these guys who sing about having nothing, when they have millions in the bank.... They don't have anything compared to what I have!"Britt- (Looking a bit confused) "And what is it that you have exactly??"Aj- "I have you!"Britt- (Melts a little inside and knows how much she loves this man...)Aj- "And I can build my own rock crawler and have all that knowlege and they don't!"Britt- (Now feeling like giving him a punch in the face and knows the feelings of melting her insides where gone..) (Now feels like she needs to give him a lesson of not putting her in the same catagory of his rock crawler skills.. Well at least she was first he knows that much!..) LoL Convo Number Two: Today we were sitting on the love seat and I was working on the blog.. Aj: "Well I don't think I want that on there."Britt: "Excuse Me!?"Aj: "I said, I don't want that on there!."Britt: "Well I am the one who pours her soul into this thing and I don't think you even care about this blog and you don't even do anything with it.."Aj: "Well my name is on it, soo it is OUR blog and so I have a say too.. Thanks"Britt: (Sighs, and than goes into the bedroom so he can't see her blogging anymore) ;) 

 

Thank you babe, for dealing with my stubborness, and for loving me for who I am! You bring out the best in me and for that I am eternally greatful!

UnSure?..

Have you ever felt unsure of yourself? All of my life I have always known who I was. Starting out highschool, I knew where I wanted to go in life and how I was going to get there. I was SO sure about myself, that I let all guards down and fell right off the path of sucess I was on and fell right onto a path of destruction. It took me almost three years to realize I was going nowhere, but during that whole time period, I was positive I knew who I was. In this past year I finally have found a happy medium with family, school, friends, ect. I have started 2010 out with an additude that I will not fail, I will keep heading in the right direction. I love that I am going to school for nursing, I love my boyfriend, I love my town, family, friends and my life. But there are still those times where I sit down and think, here I am once again, thinking I know just exactly who I am.. But I have thought this for my whole life. So I can't help but think, what is so different this time?!. In the end I shake off the feeling and just tell myself, you may not know exactly who you are, but you are doing what you love and striving to become better everyday, so somewhere along the way you will figure out what you are meant to do in life and who you are destined to be...

Pouting..

This is what is she does when she is mad at me... Thanks Molly..

Happy Birthday Stuart

I hope you have a great day today!, I love you alot and glad that you are my brother. Just remember everything that has happened in our lives has happened for a reason. The paths that we have choosen to go down to this point have been the most twisted, bumpy ones that we could find. Why, we have choose those paths over and over again, I don't understand, and I prob never will, but all that matters now, is not the past, but the future. I have a card that opa sent me, and it says "Thank you for staying on the straight and narrow, it will bring you much happiness." If you can just think of him saying those words to you, everytime you make a choice, I have NO doubt that you are going to take the high road and succeed in whatever you do!. We have deffinatly had our shares of ups and downs throughout the years, but in the end of every situation, we come out with an even stronger bond then we have had before.  This past few years has been hard for us, we have seen eachother threw broken hearts, happy times, addictions, family problems, friends, moving, hardships, losing our grandpa and our hero, and so much more. But here we still are slowly but surely moving towards our goals and dreams, it might have taken us a little bit longer than most to get our heads on straight, maybe it is because we are so darn stubborn and bullheaded, but I just blame that on the white in us.. haha.. Just always know that NO matter where our lives are about to take us and the choices we will make, we will always be family and family is all you have! We have always been brother and sister, but somewhere along the way, we became best friends. I am and will always be grateful for you in my life and I am proud of you no matter what.

 WoW!, Twenty Freaken Five!! You are ooollllddd. :D

Awe.. Love…

As I sit here trying to do things around the house, why is it that all I can think about is wanting to cuddle up with my babes in our comfy bed with our flannel sheets and fluffy goose down blanket. Wanting to giggle at the look on his face when I ask him  right after he takes off his clothes to go get us a glass of Dr. Pepper, and than laugh while we argue about who is going to press play on the movie (we never get fifteen minutes into because we fall asleep), and turn the light off. I love when you come home babes. You make my life perfect.

The MaDnEsS!

Baby Madness that is...

Ok Ok, Let's start out with the the fact that, I LOVE babies!. (Just had to throw it out there)..
Is it just me, or is everyone having kids these days? Maybe it is because I am growing up and my friends and people I have grown up with are growing up as well, but I just finished High School, Everytime I turn around someone else is preggers! Now I am NOT doing any baby bashing here.. I am just in AwE of the amount of people I personally know that are having babies, now I guess I can say that maybe there is the slightest littlest, bit of jealously there.. I mean I want kids of my own and my own family someday, but I am content at where I am in life.. Aj and I have found a nice, happy medium between us, I am not ready to add a third person into the mix just yet..

Soooo for now, I will contiune to swoon and ohhh and awee over your babies. I will hold them and cuddle them till they need to be changed and start to cry and than, I will simply hand them back to you!. ;)

Can you see the Bee?

So today Aj and I were cleaning up around our horse stall, and I was backing his truck up and I felt something on my head, it felt just like a bee sting... So I reached up and pulled a BEE right out of ponytale.. Needless to say, I was stunned.. It is freaken freezing cold outside, snow on the ground, and I out of anyone, get stung by a bee.. Of course after this happens, I park the truck and go to Aj to tell him what happened. I said, "Babe, I just got stung by a bee on my head!." He turns around, looks at me, and says, "What have you been smoking?!", He continued on with... Bees are dormant in the winter, Blah Blah Blah. He still thinks I am going even crazier than I already am.. Haha.. All I know is, my head hurts and no one believes me..

Nighty night!

Busy Busy Brittany...

If only there were a few extra hours more in the day. I MIGHT just get all the things done that I lay in bed thinking about and kicking myself for still not getting to yet. My to-do list is about a million miles long and to beat it all - I really REALLY really want to get it all done by this friday, so I can have one last weekend before my classes start up again.

But guess what - most likely it won't all get done and the house won't be perfect, I won't be as organized as I want to, the dogs won't get baths, my book might not get read, and that's just alright with me. Or at least I keep telling myself that.

GoodBye

Bye Bye Christmas... I packed up all the Christmas decorations and got them all put away.. Awhh, what a good feeling to have that all done...